Alexa Penavega shared a gloomy photo a year after her death in honor of her daughter Indy after death.
“Spied Kids” The star hugged her arms in an image taken from the hospital last year shortly after Indy became “Born at Lest.”
“This was the most painful moment I’ve ever had,” Penavega wrote online. “I remember feeling very difficult to breathe. I feel such a deep pain… what was this?”
Alexa Penavega and her husband Carlos mourn the loss of stillbirth daughter Indy
Alexa Penavega grieved the loss of her stillbirth daughter Indy a year after her death. (Paul Archuleta)
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“It wasn’t real. All the emotions flooded at once,” she added. “Even so, despite the devastating losses, we felt bound like that… so covered… it was all out of our control. We had to give it to God.
“The burden was too heavy for us to carry, so he removed our weight and covered us in his peace.”
“This was the most painful moment I’ve ever had. I remember feeling very difficult to breathe. It hurts so deeply… how was this?”
Alexa, Carlos Penavega felt “supernatural peace” after losing her baby.
Penavega admitted that despite mourning Indy’s death, she still celebrated the way her daughter could give “life” in many other ways.
Alexa and her husband Carlos Penavega have three children together. (Roy Rochlin)
“Last year, we’ve seen life come from her life. We’ve seen people heal for Indy,” she wrote. “We saw grief freed for Indy. We saw relationships recover… God gave her life Lots of fruits… very meaning and purpose.
“Our sweet girl is celebrating with Jesus today, and we are still grieving and we want her to hold her in our arms… We know that she is waiting for us in a place beyond what we can imagine. Jeremiah 29:11.”
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Alexa and her husband Carlos They have three children together, their sons Umi and Kingston and their daughter Rio.
Watch: The faith of Alexa and Carlos Penavega helped them through family tragedy
On April 15, the couple announced that Alexa had stillbirth in a statement shared on both their Instagram accounts.
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“There is never a right word when it comes to losses. After a beautiful and peaceful delivery, my daughter, “Indie,” was born at rest,” they wrote. “It was a painful journey. But in the pain we found peace. God continues to comfort us in his arms.”
Religion played a major factor To help the couple deal with her loss.
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“We don’t know how we would do it without God, because it can’t be explained other than that it was like a supernatural peace that didn’t make sense,” Alexa told Fox News Digital in June.
“It doesn’t make sense. It’s beyond understanding. Clearly we were devastated after it all happened. It was heartbreaking. Still, God said, “Hey, it’s so sad that you had to do this, but I’m here for you.”
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